errrrrr... as u guys noe, i hate WED alot!
hahahas.
but kk lar.. today wasnt that bad to mii !!
a short account of ting's wed =p
here i go...!


tiingg's morning

SLEEPING !! duhh?
i slept at 4plus am!
argh.
i had a habit to on my hp's volume to the max b4 i sleep cos i am afraid that i cant hear my alarm..
and guess wat, this lousy phone nv failes to freak me out!
more den once, i missed one heartbeat due to this utra-loudness of the volume.
and i was awaked by this freaking phone..
actually even b4 that sms came, i find myself having difficulty falling asleep already..
received jackie's sms in e morning and yups, i have to go skool.
duhh, its wed, i noe there is lesson..
and he "please" me to go skool cos its tcher's bdae.
i dun reali give a damn for that tcher's bdae anyway.
but i went, cos i wana learn and dun wana waste my skool fees.
hahas.


tiingg's noon

DRAG MY FEET.
argh, i am so reluctant to go skool.
the tot of accounts jus freak me out.
accounts!!! yucks!
and guess wat?
i reach skool so early =(
i duno wats wrong with the train today.
so fast~
celebrated his bdae and lesson started.
1st 2 hr was ok.. wrote down notes, recap abt wat i've learn when i was sec 5..
and the last 2 hr was like hell.
bored`ed.
was abit displeased by my skool mann.
cos every mth have to pay 2 mths in advance, i am talking abt skool fees.
and its so weird!
every mth pay two mths in advance.. den when can stop paying?
duno y, i find it so meaningless to go skool.
cant even hear the wat e accounts tcher was talking abt, and paid 60bucks jus for 5hrs of maths per mth.
however if i stop attending skool, i have to work..
so yeah, i shall continue to drag my feet 2 times a week.
i noe, ting is so not gentle now.
complains after complains!
ting!! would u learn to give thanks for it? argh.


tiingg's evening


AFTER SKOOL !! weeeee!
heading to bt panjang to mit cindy for shepherding.
the journey was longer den expected.
i was looking forward to mit her.. yeah!
its has been sometime since we reali catch up with one another =)
actually ting lurves shepherding alot!
may it be eelee shepherding me or me shepherding my sheep.
cos this is a set-aside time for the both of us to do some catching up with one another's life
and also, shepherdings are the times that belong to only u and me! =)
another reaon might be cos i prefer one to one meetings rather den a grp.
i am an introvert? wahahahahs. (note that ques mark)
blegh.


tiingg's thoughts for today...


can i be that someone that i have been longing to be?
i duno is it i am not satisfy with my own thinking world, my life, in whole, am i not satify with tingting?
however, i understand that its best to be myself.
but at times, i dun like the real me.
at times, i dun like the way i reacted.
at times i dun like being so 'jelly-liked' due to my fear of making firm decision and fear of rejecting others.
at times, i dun like myself for having no self-control
at times, i dun like myself for disappointing God.
st times, i dun like myself for wasting year 2006.
at times, i dun like myself taking o levels at the age of 18.
at times, i dun like myself for not working hard enough.
at times, i dun like mself for not being a good daughter to both earthly daddy and heavenly daddy.
at times, i dun like myself for not being a good example as a leader.
and the list goes on...
so i long to be that someone in my heart of hearts.
that wonderful tingting =)


however, at times i love myself to bits!
for ur info, i dun tik i am a low esteem person~
errrr....
yups, i dun tik i am.
its jus that sometimes, some part of my brain cells ain working well..
hehes.


i am God's beloved child =p
ok ting, God deserve a better u!


btw, these few days.
my world revolves ard MATHS MATHS MATHS.
hahahas.
begin to lurve maths le =)
e reason y i am so disciplined is cos dan always give me hmwk!
hahahas.
i am so grateful mann =)
i doubt he will read my post..
actually, i am reali touch that even thou he's tired he still made the effort to mit me..
teaching me maths with his army uniform.
thanks a million =)
i must to my best !!
and not forgetting eelee.
she always went extra miles for me =)
i lurve u eelee!
my love lang is actually acts of service.. and guess wat, this has melted me completly!
i am so blessed =)

-tiinggx`charriis ™ __* ii am ur beloved , ii am ur child-

 

 

 

 

 

 

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